feel so fuckin shit about everything and myself. im literally so dumb for fucking up my life at the beginning of this year.
some of my friends are either moving away and meeting newer, cooler people and my friends that are staying at home wont even ask me out with them
dont know what to do
everyone in college seemed to have already formed their friendship groups so i cant even make new friends
i have so much loneliness i dont know what to do with it
things are changing for the better for all of my friends
things are changing for the worse for me